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06 October 2010 @ 12:17 am
i'm going to write more and more of these public entries i think. knowing that there is at least someone out there who cares makes it worth it for me. someone who cares enough to ask, are you okay. and at least this time i feel like it's being said because they mean it. however since i find myself knowing what i want to say, but unable to find the words to actually say it.. i'm going to revert back to high school me and write a list =] because i love lists, who doesn't?

1/  i have this essay i'm supposed to be writing. i'm attempting to compare the tone/mood, characteristics of a lyric poem, and various other aspects of two poems -- oread by hilda doolittle and in a station of the metro by ezra pound [side note: why does everyone keep calling ezra pound 'her' and 'she'? i can't believe how many times the TA has corrected people]. only the problem is that every time i go to write it, i can't get past the first sentence and i stall and flounder and move on to something else hoping that it'll change the fact that i don't care enough about the subject matter to make a real effort. aside from the fact that this essay is worth 10% and i need this course in order to continue in my major. sigh.

2/ i am intensely fascinated by you. yes you. you say you are not that fascinating? oh well too bad because i find you fascinating. why? i have no clue, you just are. live with it.

3/ i'm going to get my lip pierced next time i'm in peterborough [october 15th!] and i'm excited beyond excitement. i've been on the fence about it for years and now i'm definitely doing it. and ian is definitely going to come with me. and if he bails out, i'll kidnap him because i'm okay with kidnapping.

4/ i've found that i kind of love this song,

5/ i can't believe one would even think of travis barker when i say "i'm going to get my lip pierced"  *headdesk*

Current Music: rise against
AnUnsungVerseanunsungverse on October 6th, 2010 05:14 am (UTC)
I had my lip pierced when I was in high school and the beginning of college. People definitely didn't think of Travis Barker when they saw it, lol. There's this assumption about peoples' sexual proclivities if they have their lip pierced...uh, yeah, totally didn't apply to me, lol.

But, where on your lip are you getting it pierced? Left side? Right side? Off-center?
A pretty little wildernessheytherestephy on October 6th, 2010 05:20 am (UTC)
i'm thinking left side because my nose is on the right and uh it seems like a good idea haha.

i know the travis barker comment was weird, and i'm like wtf and they're like ....[there was more to this sentence but i forget what it was haha] blink-182 are my favourite band.

A pretty little wildernessheytherestephy on October 6th, 2010 05:20 am (UTC)
especially considering travis barkers lip ring is in the centre..
AnUnsungVerseanunsungverse on October 6th, 2010 05:24 am (UTC)
Hahahaha. People are strange.

I had mine on the left as well. Now that I think about it, my nose is kind of closer to the right. Wow, that's really odd.

Moving on...

But, pierced lips are fun so enjoy it. Just don't be like me and chew on it out of boredom and nervousness. I ended up chipping part of one of my front teeth.
A pretty little wildernessheytherestephy on October 6th, 2010 05:25 am (UTC)
oh lmao i have my nose pierced on the right is what i mean :P
AnUnsungVerseanunsungverse on October 6th, 2010 05:28 am (UTC)
Lol. Well, that works, too. I've always wanted to pierce my nose but I have a big nose so it would look funny.

A pretty little wildernessheytherestephy on October 6th, 2010 05:29 am (UTC)
i'm not sure what size my nose is haha it seems to be bigger than i remember it being but its not large =] and getting it pierced hurt like crazy mad. there was a definite tear welling in my eye haha.
AnUnsungVerseanunsungverse on October 6th, 2010 05:32 am (UTC)
I'd probably scream if I got my nose pierced. I don't even like when I get a pimple on it. It hurts so bad, lol.

I think I'll just stick with getting my ears pierced a third time.
(Anonymous) on October 7th, 2010 02:39 am (UTC)
How did it go with that essay? I am writing the exact same one right now! Except i am doing the comparison between Oread and The Second Coming. What school do you go to? My guess would be York. And if you have had any revelations about that essay any help would be greatly appreciated!
A pretty little wildernessheytherestephy on October 7th, 2010 02:44 am (UTC)
Re: Essay
um i haven't handed it in yet.. not until friday, and yes i go to york.

but uh, who is this? and how'd you find my journal..?
(Anonymous) on October 7th, 2010 03:04 am (UTC)
Re: Essay
I actually just typed 'tone and mood of Oread' into google and this blog was one of the first things that came up. Sorry to bother you. I believe we are in the same class then, or at least we are both in ENG 1001.
A pretty little wildernessheytherestephy on October 7th, 2010 03:05 am (UTC)
Re: Essay
lmao weird. are you in powe's class?
(Anonymous) on October 7th, 2010 03:08 am (UTC)
Re: Essay
Yes i am. Funny how the internet works :)I figured what are the chances of another section of English having the exact same essay due on the exact same day.
A pretty little wildernessheytherestephy on October 7th, 2010 03:09 am (UTC)
Re: Essay
well that's just plain awesome. well may as well introduce myself, i'm stephy =]
(Anonymous) on October 7th, 2010 03:13 am (UTC)
Re: Essay
Hey Stephy :) I'm Jessica. And i'm trying very hard to write this essay right now but it just isn't working out for me. Every time i try to write something a just draw a blank!
A pretty little wildernessheytherestephy on October 7th, 2010 03:14 am (UTC)
Re: Essay
that's exactly the way i was feeling.. still am feeling actually. i just don't have much of an interest in writing essays about poems haha and the fact that it's such a short essay makes it worse because you have to compress (talk about compressed language..) all your thoughts into under three pages. ridiculous.
(Anonymous) on October 7th, 2010 03:17 am (UTC)
Re: Essay
I agree %100! I wish i could fast forward to friday and just have it handed in. It's honestly driving me crazy! I'd rather write 2 essays on Virginia Woolf
A pretty little wildernessheytherestephy on October 7th, 2010 03:21 am (UTC)
Re: Essay
what tutorial are you in? just curious, i don't plan on stalking you :) other things are distracting me as well though, not just the fact that i have zero interest in this essay at all. haha when he was talking about having a quiet space to work in and music and such today, i was totally thinking, yeah right.. quiet space, like thats going to help when i'm trying to write an essay that i don't care about.
(Anonymous) on October 7th, 2010 03:26 am (UTC)
Re: Essay
Yeah that's exactly what i was thinking too. And of course the internet never fails to distract me either. I am actually in Powe's tutorial, it was 6-7:30 today. Which tutorial are you in?
A pretty little wildernessheytherestephy on October 7th, 2010 03:27 am (UTC)
Re: Essay
i'm 5:30-7:00, today =] haha and my distraction went away but they're still a distraction even when they're gone.
(Anonymous) on October 7th, 2010 03:33 am (UTC)
Re: Essay
Very sorry to hear that. I sympathize with you.